I am kind when i speak english

Last summer, I went on a trip with my parents to visit our extented family and friends in the states

I spoke my broken Teo Chew. When I speak chinese, I am a child.

in the arms of my parents throwing tantrums and giving silent treatments

to have a chinese relative of mine to see witness me in this state and only know me as that

When I speak english,

I am compassionate, careful, loving, and approachable

but when i am that person, I don't feel very chinese

你知道如何去爱鬼吗？